Um...

So, hiiii?
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry!!! Will you take me back? *insert hopeful emoticon that i don't know here*

I could offer a bunch of excuses and say that I've been going through a hard time mentally (which is true) and been very busy (which is absolutely not true), but I won't (insofar as I won't offer any more). Basically, I've been learning that just because this is something I do on the internet and therefore quite far away from chores, doesn't mean that I will not put it off. Yeeaahhh. Apparently I'm a better procrastinator than I thought. Although isn't that always true? Bottom line - I'll try. And do any of you want my skype or email so you can bug me more? :)))

Summer break for me here. Which means lots of Tumblr, Youtube, Minecraft, and getting up late. Although I am at my parents house, and they kinda don't let me sleep in past ten. I've been realizing lately that the two bits of me - the college one and the family one - are slowly getting reconciled. I don't feel quite as not myself for the first few days after I switch locations. And my apartment at college is more identifiable as home than my parents' house. Mostly because I do most of my actual living there, whereas here I just laze. I don't know what that says about me, but I think it's good, right?

Also, I finally finished Paper Towns after my five-minutes-at-a-time college schedule, and it has to go on my favorites. I've sorta been realizing that I'm not a computer, and even though I'm not the super-emotional type, I do have parts of my life that are not rock-solid and unquestionable. I don't know if you girls have read it, but I think I've been imagining myself as a paper girl, and reading the book helped me realize that. Feeling a little like Margo at the moment. Though not exactly prone to leaving my life behind, I wish that I could, or that I was brave or stupid enough to ignore all the problems with that.

Sorry this kind of turned into a therapy session at the end there. Nothing much is going on right in front of me right now, and that seems to open my mind up to a lot of introspection. I barely skimmed through all the posts I've missed, so I can't really respond to anything, but it looks like a couple slightly important pieces of news have happened. I will try to get on that.

P.S. My sister is playing Doctor Who for her piano practice while I am writing. Nerdhappiness.